To be Thankful

I'm not done with this feeling : happy. I always grateful to Allah. He heard my du'a'.

All my friends and me get passed the EPT. Alhamdulillah! Allahuakbar! Every day, I pray to Him, asking Him, please make we pass the EPT. Alhamdulillah. It was accepted by The Almighty! Allahuakbar!

Now, I'm acceptable to study in kulliyah subject! Alhamdulillah..

InshaAllah, I will take short semester this year to make the year of study becomes short. I must be focus on study. Eventhough, I realised, there will be many attractions that would down my intention of study. That's why, I will busy myself with finding the Rahmah of Allah if I have a leisure. Of course, with my new job, I'd make the mosque as my second home. And I love it. Love to live like this. Just, I wish this is not for temperary, but continuosly. InshaAllah, Amiin..

Note:
~Dont ever let the Hidayah and Rahmah turn away whenever you got it, So be thankful and keep your iman increasing, inshaAllah~

TQ

Acting Normal

Its kind of weird, when your eyes and nose, both are getting red. Then, the tears flowing down slowly wetting the face. People realised your lies. But, you act like nothing happen ; acting normal, walking around of thousand people watching you...

The tears come out without the intention. When you think of 'it', the tears will come automatically. If you know the switch, you'd put it off.. Because its so embarrassing.

When the night comes, your eyes would reddish. It always happen lately. Thinking of people assuming yourself as a good guy. They were wrong. When the time comes: The hereafter, all of them will see your past. All of them might be shock with you!!

But, how can you remove the book of your sins. The past can't be rewind, and every day the books get double. Nauzubillah, astaghfirullah.. But, people keep thinking you are a good guy. Its good when everybody saying your goodness, it's part of ad-do'a.

But, yourself keep haunted by the past ; Unstoppable regret.

You know yourself. You know how much your worships, but you will never how much your reward and the way of Allah assessing you. Hence, the heaven is not assured for you, while the hell always getting hot seeing your mistakes. Astaghfirullah..

~Maybe You are not the best for her. I dont know, how's The Almighty arranging the partner of marriage. We pray for the best~

Annur : 26, please believe on this fantastic word. It's one of gift by Allah for humanbeing realising their status.

TQ

Finding the Tranquility

Last 3 days, I went to my friend's house, Teluk Intan, Perak. Adnan, Ahmad and me went to Shuhaimi's house as for 'ziarah' and I took the opportunity to find a peace... We was four, actually there were some could'nt accompany us according to their matters..

We used the chance of gathering with activities together, those help me to earn some meaningful value.. I really appreciate it. Alhamdulillah..

 Picture:Friends

We prayed together, the Imam each switch in every prayer time.. We recited Quran together.. We got breakfast, lunch and dinner together.. Time had been filled to see the beatiful creatures.. We went to Bagan Datoh, the village is much with coconut trees and surrounded by sea.. Subhanallah..

The experiences recovered the burden on my shoulder.. I just want to find the tranquil.. Even though it would'nt solve the burden, but at least, I feel calm.. Alhamdulillah.. Thanks a lot to friends especially Shuhaimi for prepared a house for us sleep for a couple of night. Syukran jazillan.. May Allah blessing you and all your family..

TQ

Mistakes Need Forgiveness

Since I realised my self.. Im full with sin.. Ya Allah.. Aku benar-benar lemah... rasa nak pengsan.. Aku benar-benar malu untuk menghadap-Mu kala ini... With tears... I begging You, please forgive me.. Friends, I begging all of you, forgive me...

Aku sangat lemah kala ini... Susahnya nak gambarkan... Maafkan aku..

Bercukur..

In Islam, baby will 'bercukur'(actually, I dont know how to express that word in English).. So do same with Amni Syahmina, my cute niece. She already 'bercukur' yesterday. hehe. Below, there have some pictures of her new hair style. kih3.. Even though her appearance looks a slightly different, but she is so so so cute!! Amazing insan.. hehe

TQ

MY ART, YOUR HEART

This, picture was painted when I was 19.. Huhu, I've other pictures.. I'll post them later k!.. Actually, I feel my art has improve.. Just see my next drawing ok? hee Please give me support..

TQ

When She was Born

The day was 17th April 2011, Sunday. A girl had born at Hospital Sg. Buloh.. Hehe, that's my new niece! Alhamdulillah.. Her parents, Abg Hasrul n Kak Aqilah named her, with a beautiful meaning: AMNI SYAHMINA.. It's mean: "knowlegable of  tranquil" or "tenang yang cerdik".. Hehe.. She is really cute.. Trust me, she is so small and smooth.. 

       When she was born, everyone be grateful and happy.. Amni, you make us be fortunate.. Everyone of family really want to see you since your 1st day seeing the world. Welcome to our family, your new usrah.. 

        When she was born, everyone want to watch your face and touch you. Your nose, your eyes, your fingers and your legs, those are small and beautiful.. Your tears breaks the sound of environment.. Even though your cry makes a great noise, but, its so beautiful.. We feel the blessing that you bring along with.. (Terharu bila dengar Amni nangis).. huuu

        When she was born, we, your family love you..

      Yeah! We love you AMNI SYAHMINA! kih3

TQ